Looking for the Messenger


Tiara as a little girl had been walking along a rock wall with Jesus, she had been asked by Dearest for ‘the Lady’ to find out where ‘the messenger’ was. They had been looking for the messenger who had been appointed to do some business for ‘the situation'(reader must read previous chapters in blog/book to understand), but he had disappeared. The seekers had spent much time following ‘the messenger’ in the spirit realm. Interesting isn’t it.
There were some moments when they met Jesus as the Lord known in the white gown and wearing sandles. In this book when Jesus is mentioned he is in a white outfit. At other times the Lord will be described according to the name or persona in which He wills to show Himself. He is everything…we move and live and have our being in Him.

The last time they saw the messenger he had been in Hong Kong on a rooftop with sheets hanging from the line.  He was exhausted from his long journey running from those who had tried to hunt him down. He found a bench on top of the building, sat down for a while with his elbow on his knees and both palms under his chin lost in thought and felt safe for the moment. He had been very cautious to make sure no one had seen him. He then stretch out his legs and nudged himself down and then curled up into a fetal position. He fell asleep and the scene was closed.

Fiona was the one that the Lord had taken into this next scene. She had no idea where she was since time had passed since she had seen the messenger last. She knew it was no longer in Asia. As she walked down the stairs she realized she was in a root cellar. There were piles of potatoes. It had been dark and she had to adjust her vision to see better. Over against the wall she saw a man sitting with his knees up against his chest with his head dropped down on his knees. His hands were bound and Fiona cut the ropes off his hands and helped him outside, it seemed he was heavily drugged. A motorcycle appeared outside and both the messenger and Fiona had to get away as soon as possible before someone found out he was missing. They rode through a forest and into an open space with a reasonable size lake. Both got off the motor cycle and the messenger kneeled and scooped the fresh cool water into his hands and began to splash it on his face. Fiona had noticed a mountain from where they were.

After hours of researching and going through many pictures of mountains and its surroundings, the mountain Fiona saw was found in Russia. The seekers now began to look for the closest town where the messenger could go to so the Lady can send help. They knew he was in some kind of danger. Dearest said, “Tell him to go to this town, it is closest.” Fiona told him and the scene was closed. That was the last they knew of the messenger.

As Tiara and Jesus were walking she tried many times to interject a word by asking about ‘the messenger’ but Jesus pointed to an opening in the rock wall just wide enough for one small person to go through, His left hand at the edge of the rock wall and His right hand as if extending an invitation for her to come into the entrance. Through a few ums and ahs, she finally mustered up the words, “What about the messenger?” Jesus answered by lifting up His hand to say, “don’t worry about it.” It was a big deal to the Lady and the seekers, the messenger should have delivered the paperwork to the Lady and there was no sign of him was he still alive or was he dead?

By that time the seekers had been focused on seeking God for ‘the situation’ and wanted to pray/seek it through for ‘the Lady’, the Lord had allowed the questions the Lady had sent in for the seekers to take to God. That season had been exhausting for all involved in ‘the situation’ and breakthrough was needed. Only God could handle this situation, He was the one positioning everyone into the place they needed to be so He could bring His plans forth. The finale!

For a bit over two months the seekers had brought forth questions pertaining to the situation and the Lord allowed them to see the NOW answer. That means, any questions brought forth would receive an answer based on what was happening in the spirit regarding that situation in the now. The author sure hopes you the reader understands this. Everything is happening in the spirit. All things first happen in the spirit and will manifest into the physical realm.

After the Lord had waved His hand to say, “don’t worry about it,” the scene had ended and Dearest had ask Tiara, “what was the small opening in the rock wall and did you go in?” “I believe it is the NARROW PATH and I didn’t get to go in because I wanted to make sure that the Lady would get her answer about the messenger,” she had responded. “Did you at least get to look inside the opening?,” Dearest wondered out loud. “It looked brownish, the ground by the entrance way did not look welcoming at all. It was like grass that had been stomped on and died.” With a look of regret Tiara had uttered the sentence. She had been thinking to herself as to why she did not go in when the Lord had invited her to step in and then the scene had closed.

The situation had so many facets and few would understand its intricate workings. The Lady was appointed by God to complete this call that had been somehow passed on to her. It was an urgent time and getting direct answers from the Lord would be helpful to make the right moves and make the right decisions. It seemed hopeless but all involved had hope. God had shown the Lady too much truth and she had to walk it out with Him. She was a women who went through much suffering and brokenness. The Lady had been to heaven already a few times in her life, she had seen an had known of the Lord quite well.

Why a Dog?

It had been a a few weeks entering into the third heaven and now having met with God in various forms and characters. The seekers had wondered about many things. They knew they were in heaven, they knew they were meeting with God, they knew they were communicating with God in His language and in His style, but there must be a clear answer to why they were being shown as animals. With that information they would understand God more and would be able to in turn understand His word and its eternal quality.

A question once posed by Dearest, “Am I a dog because I am your best friend?,” she had asked because of the saying, ‘a dog is a man best friend.’ This question had been answered by Jonathan the first few days of entering , “you are My friend.” That was enough of an answer to satisfy Dearest. About the same period little by little each one of the seekers and the spouses had been in one scene or another as a dog also. They had all become a friend of Gods.

“Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. You are My friends if you do whatever I command you. No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you.”  John‬ ‭15:13-15

The seekers had been invited to know what God was doing. Not only that, they were able to be a part of fulfilling some of the prophecies in the Christian Bible. What does that mean you the reader would wonder. The author suggests you wonder, don’t let this paragraph go by without wondering. More will be written on this matter later.

Before meeting with Jesse the seekers and their spouses had already been with Jonathan as either an animal of some sort or children. All understood the children aspect it had been made clear to them.

“Assuredly, I say to you, unless you are converted and become as little children, you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven.” Matthew‬ ‭18:3‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

Remember the story about the first time entering in and meeting with uncle, Fiona was allowed in as an adult, but could not remain that way. Jonathan did not speak to her until she had turned into a little girl.

Several of months before entering into the heavenlies, Fiona had a dream and called Dearest to tell her about it, “Mommy, last night I had a dream about you. I think it’s important. I don’t really understand it but it has to do with you. Their were about twelve doors in the sky. You are about one hand away from the door, you are almost in.” Dearest then asked, “What is on the other side of the door?” “I saw gold everything seems gold, it was shining through the doors.”

This had caught Dearests’ attention but she had interpreted it wrong in those days. Now months had pass and what she thought should have happened had not happened yet. ‘The Situation’ she and her husband had been somewhat involved in was getting worse and the promises of God were not anywhere near. She understood that ‘the situation’ was a God thing, but could not comprehend how God would work it all out. She did not have enough knowledge to be able to think nor comprehend. Yet she knew they were on the right track and as long as she kept her eyes on Jesus all would be well and she would grow.

When the seers had entered in the first few days, Dearest could understand what they saw but knew there was more for her but she could not find the blockage, why was she not able to see. She tried doing it like the girls but knew they had different heavenly giftings. “Fiona can you ask the Lord to show you if I have entered through the doors in the sky that you saw in the dream last year.” Dearest had wondered, she asked to know how close she was to the door that would lead her to the gold within. God’s gold, her and Heirs life had been involved in this for the last five years and they had not understood the true complexities of it. Or, was the gold behind the doors, heaven itself? She was not sure.

“Mommy your head is peeking in but your body is still outside the door.” Fiona exclaimed! 

Suddenly the scripture Matthew 18:3 about how one must be like children to enter into the kingdom flashed before Dearest and she By FAITH closed her eyes and threw her leg up into the door like a child and climbed in. As soon as both legs were in Fiona said, “Mommy you are inside, I see you.” From that day on each time the seekers would enter in to visit with the Lord Dearest was able to see, but differently from the other two. 

From that point on their visits with Jonathan and Jesse had taken on a new level of interaction and revelation. Things were becoming more clear to Dearest and Heir as they joined with God to deal with ‘the situation,’ in the spirit realm. God is Spirit! So everything He does is in the spirit. That was a key!

The others were not involved in ‘the situation’ and that was good. Dearest then could see their gifting work at full capacity. It was best that they did not know anything. Dearest had only revealed what needed to be revealed, as God revealed, the seers were permitted to learn of ‘the situation.’ The seekers were now beginning to understand how to function in this realm and also they were learning more about the nature and image of God.

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Meeting the Cowboy

The visits were no longer with Jonathan alone, now there was a cowboy who was riding a horse. Who was this cowboy in his late sixties to early seventies? With grayish white hair in a pony tail a few inches below the shoulders. His dark brownish cowboy hat was covering half of his face. We had been at a wooden cabin of sort, it was like a farm cabin. Simple cabin made of beautiful logs, it had a front porch enough for a table and two chairs. 

It had been Tiara that the Lord had allowed to meet with the cowboy first. Where as with Jonathan it had been Fiona who met Him first. Dearest was the question asker and had the job to train the seers to grow in their call, how to move around in the spirit realm, how to ask questions, and how to try to understand the answer. The Lord had given each a specific job and if one didn’t do their part, it would not and could not have happened. It took team work to learn how to work together.

It had been frustrating for Dearest, she wanted to see and talk to the Lord everyday, even every minute, she didn’t care how tired she was, or how many hours she had to spend with Him, but she wanted to stay right there and not let anything steal this time from them. The others had responsibilities to make money, a different place then where Heir and Dearest were. The couple had been set apart for Gods work only, He had not allowed any business to develope in their lives. They tried to do business to survive, but realized it was not going to happen, the Lord had other plans for them. He had blocked every possible avenue of making money so they could learn to walk in a greater faith, the kind of faith that would move Gods hand. The kind of faith that would stun the world.  The businesses that moved in and out of their lives had been for training of a greater purpose and of a Master plan which would be revealed in its own time.

God like a conductor standing before the orchestra with such eloquence, His wrist moving with grace as His draws a half u shape with His baton and the first piano key in g major had brought forth its sound, followed by the soft brushing of the snare on the drums, as the violins gave off just a slight ‘I am here,’ and faded again, without knowing what the next note would be. The listener would have to wait in anticipation, a lifting sound of the clarinet arises for a few seconds and then drops deep allowing the piano to express it self. This was the life of Heir and Christina, they knew that their lives were completely conducted by the Lord Himself. This was the path they chose, not knowing what the next note would be, yet knowing that when the whole piece was put together and played becoming an orchestrated piece that would leave the listeners in awe. 

For the reader, you will get a glimpse of this heavenly orchestra playing the sound of heaven as you read.

This time, Gods gift to the seekers was an encounter that would be the very vehical ushering in the Holy City the New Jerusalem. An answer at its right timing to a prayer that Dearest had placed before the Lord many of years ago. “Please Lord, let me have a part in the last days ministry, before you come back to rule the earth. Even a small role, I don’t want to miss out. I pray to be a part of the written word,” was her heart cry to God.

The seekers had been at the mountain of God with Jonathan and now a cowboy had been introduced to the scene, “Ask him what his name is?,” Dearest had said. With a southern accent from somewhere in the USA, he responded, “My name is Jesse, some call me Jeshua.”

The Source of Fashion


At an early stage in her life, Dearest wanted to be a fashion designer. She was born to design and art was what she loved most. No one else in the group of seekers cared as much as she did about Jonathan’s clothing and what He wore everyday, but Dearest would document His choice of clothing for each day as she knew He had dressed for her and welcomed her comments about His clothing. 

Jonathan had something special for the seekers everyday. One day when arriving to the rock area He and Dearest the dog both had long blond hair. Dearest the human asked, “Why are we wearing blond wigs?” He chuckled, His small belly pouch moved with each ha ha ha and responded, “It is not a wig. Everything here has life.” “Then why are You wearing long blond hair?,” she asked. “For your entertainment,” was His simple respond. The scene had then changed to normal hair. 

Another day He had been wearing hunting clothes, when we arrived of course Dearest had to ask, why He wearing that outfit? He showed a white bird cage of the vintage style. He had held it up and in it were snakes with no heads. “I went hunting and I wanted you to see this,” was Jonathan’s response, He wanted the seekers to know this was how He dealt with His enemies in the spirit. 

He loved plaid and almost all His shirts were of a plaid design. Every so often He would wear a solid shirt. Complete with hat, shirt, belt, pants and boots or shoes was the style we saw on a daily basis for a season. 

Another day Heir was wearing a new look. Normally his face was always shaven, now his hair was a bit long and he wore it in a short pony tail. He opted for a lazy period of no shave and now had a thin mustache. Heir could not really grow those thick mustaches, it probably was the genetic code of the Burmese blood of a small percentage that caused this. With Heirs blood mixture of many nations this seemed to be the only answer why he had a thin beard and mustache. Some south eastern asian genetics left the men non hairy, the weather had much to do with this genetic alteration. A hairy person on the equator would be a very hot person. To get to the point of the matter…that day Jonathan had a mustache just like Heir. 

That was how He was. Jonathan was gentle, funny, and loved having fellowship with all of the seekers. He shared many things that no living human hand seen or known. Much of it will not be shared because it doesn’t concern most readers. 

Remember the reason the seekers went in to seek God about was for ‘THE SITUATION’ and the situation as we will call it had been a part of HISTORY…HIS STORY, that was much bigger then any of us, and most of it would sound like you were reading a foreign book if you were not in the small group of people involved within the spectrum of it.  All who were privi to know of this has been permitted by God Himself, either for testing or for training or for both. They were all selected by their response to ‘the situation,’ it would be the very story that would determine where they were and if they could continue on a path of such greatness and awesomeness.

There were times when Jonathan would make little flower crowns for Dearest the dog and Fiona, then at other times Dearest the dog would be privileged to wear a similar item that Jonathan was wearing, whether it was a hat or boots.  At this period, the question of why Dearest was being shown in the form of a dog was still in question, but not an issue for Dearest or the other seekers. Two realms were joining and that in itself was exceptional and extraordinary.

It was such an intense time and an intense story. Dearest had concerns because she had been in ministry and had served God in the religious sector of the community. She had been a public speaker and taught of God and His ways for years. Many did not understand her, yet many knew too well this was the real thing, but struggled to arrive. Whenever you don’t want to part from your wrong thinking vs. Gods thinking, that’s when you get angry and fight God, this is when you stop growing. 

Stop being angry with God. Deal with the anger. Who is dust compared to the one who created it? Do you not know who He is!

The concerns that washed over Dearest were legitimate. She had been bled to death way too many times when people misunderstood her. Some of it was from her own stupidity and a mind that was still needing attention or recognition. Other times it was just a stir in the spirit realm because the truth was being delivered and the demons would manifest to deter the listener from hearing! She now understood this and had an invisible CAUTION SIGN above her head when she was around the so called Christian family. It was a strange feeling, “I love them but I am so cautious of them,” Dearest had spoken at one time. 

The lesson to be learned. Even family members with the same father and mother don’t come out the same. Family members hurt the most because each expects more from the family member. That is why forgiveness is a must and understanding must be gained if God was going to be known to the humans on the earth. A teenage Christian (spiritual age) with an attitude was dangerous, the zeal and lack of life test makes them arrogant. God would be the one to show them, if they expect to grow they would have to respond to the corrections.

As she grew and matured in God she  finally learned that just because someone said they were a Christian did not mean they had already been through the refining process nor does it mean they understood the process of brokenness which would bring on humility of the pure unpolluted kind. 

Jonathan had understood this and conversed with her on this matter. “Lord, how am I to tell the people about this. You know if I tell them they will say…error. They will not accept it because they don’t understand. How on earth will they ever understand the Jonathan aspect of you. They will probably crucify me and try to stop me from ministry. I have gone out of my way to stay away from happy trigger tongues that try to shoot me for speaking truth and now this, how can I share this with them. Lord, you know that I could keep all of it to myself, but I know that is not your desire. I pray for wisdom on this matter Lord, ” Dearest had spoken from the cautiousness of her mind, not wanting to have to war with any listener. ‘She tried to give life but got killed for it,’ Dearests thought in her heart. It was the same for the Son of God, He came to give life but had to be killed for it!

Do you think it would be any different for those that follow Him? If you don’t experience what another person experiences, how can you fully understand? Sometimes one must go through the experience to understand fully what the answers to life really are. Circumstances come into our lives so that we can understand! Live and learn!

Dark Veils that Blind

The first couple of weeks entering in the seekers spent most of their time with Jonathan. Just adjusting to the very fact that they were literally meeting up with Heavenly Father as Jonathan could spin some heads and cause a lot of controversy with all the religious sector of Christianity. Isn’t it ironic that Christians walking in the spirit feel unsafe around religious Christians. Maybe because many had been crucified by their own Christian family members and felt the tinge piercing of the sharp points of a sharpen blade of the tongue knife too many times. It was not a good feeling but one that would show maturity in the one being stab.

Just the fact alone that He chose the name Jonathan to represent how He wanted us to see Him as the Father aspect of Himself, tells us why He came this way…Jehovah has given…a gift of Jehovah was the meaning of His name. God wanted for the seekers to understand that what they were experiencing was a gift from God and Jonathan himself was being given to the seekers.

The seeking group had known to keep their mouth tightly shut when meeting with others, they had been taught well by their Mamie Dearest that the mind which had not gone through regeneration would not be able to receive nor comprehend. Messages and story of this caliber were only meant for the truly serious, they were pearls from heaven as God called it. Meant only for those who could understand true sanctification. He had once mentioned to them not to cast their pearls to the swine, lest they stomped on it and then attack you. 
‘The moments spent with Jonathan were so precious,’ a thought that continued to cross the mind of Dearest often. She spent her living moment trying to walk according to Gods will. It was never what she thought it would be like, her mind was limited but she was waiting and allowed God to transform and regenerate her so she could understand His ways.

Moses the patriarch had said to the Lord, “Show me Your ways so that I may know you.” A prayer that was offered to God by Dearest all her time she had known Him. She began her relationship with the Lord when she was eighteen. Being at that time she was not having relations with any other spiritual principalities but had followed the families belief which was not of Christian perspective, it was not yet engraved in her being. In actuality she found the religion of no sense whatsoever. Like talking to her dolls she felt the same as when talking to the idols of the family. They could not talk, walk, eat, or even carry themselves, yet one was to worship it. Something was not sending out the right frequency here, it did not balance in her mind.

Many times she wondered why others could not see what she saw or knew. Could they not see, they seemed intelligent, they were reasonable people, the were educated, they had knowledge, yet they could not see nor understand. Then one season the Lord began to show her the veil that had been over people. It was a dark veil like a dark smokey cloud shrouded  over those who had been in the group of believers. This veil had blinded them from knowing the truth. The veils were lies and deception they believed in, such as fear, condemnation, shame, hurts, mistrust, and so one. These things caused blindness, she began to understand. One revelation from God can bring such love, compassion, mercy, and grace to any misunderstanding. God always looks at every situation from love and responds in love. 

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The Eagles


A question was posed by Dearest in one of the visits with Jonathan, “How many people have met You this way as Jonathan?” 

He had shown many sorts of Eagles flying. A cloud was between the mountain of God at the very top which is flat. Many Eagles had been flying outside the cloud which separated them from the mountain top. The Eagles would try to penetrate through the clouds but many were deterred and flew back out. Some would come through when the clouds were not so thick and they flew in to get letters from the hand of the Father to deliver to the human beings on the earth. The letters were messages from God to the people living on the earth, delivered by the Eagles, this eras prophets, some of them being a particular type of prophet called seers, with a positive connotation, the author wants to emphasize. God is light! These see because God desires so. Some, work within as priest unto God serving Him day and night. In or outside of the kingdom as they are directed by the Lord Himself.

The seers are given Gods view of things, Gods communication on the matter, and to prepare us for the future. A future that no human mind without a touch from God can know nor imagine, it is beyond. So in trying to comprehend is of essence right now. Another writer once said, ‘The mind receives the knowledge but the heart receives the understanding of that knowledge which then becomes wisdom from on high.’ 

Wisdom from God.

A man had reported on the crashing of the financial system he had spoken some things that the Lord had made known to the seekers’. ‘How did he know,’ Dearest had wondered. The Lord had shown him as a big eagle coming to fetch an envelope with a message within. Then flying off with it. 

This man has knowledge into the spirit realm but doesn’t really know the core of the truths he knows. He receives his messages from The Father, but he isn’t aware. The Father had shown the group, this man as a big eagle would fly in and receive a letter from the Father, he did not even know he was a prophet, but he got Gods message out to the people. He had the evidence of a runner in the book of Habakkuk. Was he what the scriptures called the Runner? He read the vision then ran with it.

“Then the LORD answered me and said: “Write the vision And make it plain on tablets, That he may run who reads it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, It will not tarry.” Habakkuk‬ ‭2:2-3‬ ‭
Dearest knew if she wanted a more direct answer to her question, “how many people have met you as Jonathan and are like us? Coming in and spending time with you like this?” She required of to Jonathan whom she now knew was the Father as He wanted to show us. His fashion statement was one of impeccable taste and a daring of choice of colors was to be noted for fashion design. Simple in taste yet the use of colors were much better then the artists could bring forth. 

The description from all would be Jonathan was simple, loving, not very verbal more on visual communication. Dressed to open stories or had an object to draw attention for our questions. Dearest was the inquisitive one, she had known of communicating with God, but this was best by far. He was gentle and loved to laugh. He kept everything in order by His gentleness and humble nature. When meeting with Him everyone had their place and they all hung around asking questions, He responding in His own way, many times the response had nothing to do with the question, or maybe having to do with what we needed to know.

The Lord once said, “You can ask any question. But I shall answer it anyway I desire.”

It had been months into the seeking period and entering in of nine months all together fourth four days of meeting up to seek the Lord together. Neither of the group members could go in alone and be as effective as when they go in as a group. Tiara once asked, ” How come the visions don’t come the same with others like it is when we seek and pray with Mamie?”  The Lord had offered in respond, “How can we start a meeting if everyone is not present?”

An eagle must be able to fly. Are you an eagle? There is an enemy that keeps them earth bond.

I will share with you about earth bound Eagles in another writing.

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The Name of the Book

You ‘the reader’ have now been reading words…a book without a name…until now. The reader just entered into the place where the reader will have to decide if they want to continue on the journey or park the for awhile. There is a door of truth before each of you who are reading this. What is one that turns away from truth? There must be a way that leads us to all truths. We as humans must find that. Truth and truth are drawn to each other. It will always bring freedom from the bondages and darkness that try to keep humans enslaved. A little light will swallow a lot of darkness.

The name of the book is JONATHAN.

Jonathan is a Hebrew name. In Hebrew the meaning of the name Jonathan is: Jehovah has given. The Biblical name Jonathan is Hebrew in origin and its meaning is whom ‘Jehovah gave.” 

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